2) Five times over five months reflects questionable judgement and decision making. Despite your regret, my experience is you are more prone to repeating this behavior then not. It may seem impossible now considering the degree of your regret, but the circumstances that led you to repeatedly cheat for nearly half a year will surface again. Stress from studying or stress from married life and your job are all the same. Instead of a study partner, it will be a co-worker. Your temptation got the best of you, and your lust allowed it to be maintained. When you are married (to whomever) you will work with men who are handsome or find you attractive when you don't feel attractive and hungry for confirmation of your existence. This is dangerous territory and you've flunked a test, but unfortunately many more are forthcoming
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